Welcome To My Universe

Can you tell me what's the meaning of life?
maybe yeah the dear friends and the family
but what do you do when that isn't enough
the love sometimes is the responsable for that
why? why do we have to meet people and fell in love with them
and then we can't be with them
I want your friendship at least
The steps we are following are too slow
Can you move faster??
I'm sick of waiting... for something special to happen
cause it never happens
I might can have everything you need to survive and most people can say that i shouldn't be this
way but can i have the control of my feelings??
no... I wish i have but i don't
my feelings are and have been always stronger than me.
I can not control them
When something hurts me i can't avoid it.
Do you understand what i'm saying?
are you reading it?
Do you know how i feel or should i forget you?
I don't want to my heart doesn't
Can you tell me what's on your mind?
So many questions without answer are driving me crazy.
Will you ever take my life?
Do it now before it's too late and i'm gone forever
this is all for now
hope you get the message, even i think you will never read it...

Desperated, Desolated,i wanna leave this place and go to that place were i'll always be save