Welcome To My Universe

lunes, 16 de julio de 2007

I want my dream to become my reality

I'm leaving a dream everyday

a dream that i want to be true

but i can't make it yet.

I now i should live my reality

and i kinda do, but it's getting too hard for me

i can't do it anymore

I need you !! for christ sake

when would be the day that at least one dream could became true in my life.

You came to my life you appeared in my way

when before that i hated you i though you were mean but at the same time i though you were the nicest person in the world... how could this be possible ?? i have no idea

I always said how much i hated you to everyone...almost....

everyone looked at me with a strange way

but anyway i hated you but

then i met you and you were how i thought the nicest person in the whole world

and i fell in love with you i couldn't evite and right now i'm crying because of that because i remember every second i spend with you (they weren't so many) and it was like heaven

and i wish you could feel the same for me even i don't know what you feel and i wish i could know

but i can't just ask you...you have to tell me but i think you don't feel the same as i do.

and that's killing me right now

I write this because i'm not telling this to anybody i keep this on my own...

I know i should tell someone and let the pain out

but it's hard for me to tell someone what's happening to me what my feelings are.

i'm very shy and such an introvert but with you i'm an extrovert...almost at least

how could this be possible and that we are so similar... i mean we have similar tastes...

or me is something that i can't believe i thought i will never meet you or talk to you...

I thought i will have hated you for ever but it was because i was jelous i was jelous of everyone who was your friend because i knew they had the best friend you could have.

Even though i don't know you that much to say this i think you are the nicest person...

someone who really listen to you and is there to support you...that doesn't lie to you...i don't know i might be wrong but i don't think so.

you are so kind too

i think i better stop now. it's too much and it's hurting me because i go back to the past and wish i could be with you again....

the tittle of today's picture is endlessly waiting... it's a drawing i made for school but i loved it and i think it represents what i'm feeling right now... I'm endlessly waiting for you to come for me and made by dream come true, become my reality...

posted by NicOLe =P at 20:27