Welcome To My Universe
lunes, 23 de julio de 2007
I wish i could escape
What's new with you? I haven't heard from you lately
That always make me go mad and sad
Why?? you tell me
You've got something
i don't know what it is
It's something special that i can't describe
Something that makes me love you that much
If you knew how many nights i've cried for you
But don't wanna tell you
why?
because i'm afraid
because i think you don't feel the same
and also because i don't want to act like a victim
a poor girl that goes around the city crying and shouting
nobody loves me
because it isn't that way i can't say that even if i feel that way
I can be sourrounded by people that really love me and that are nice with me
but the only person that can make me feel happy and alright
is you
You have the power for that
But you don't know or at least that's what i think
You might be the one for me but i'm just dreaming
Why dream?
What's the point of it...
Everytime i dream with something like this
it never really comes true
It's always suffer
and i'm sick of it
why did i had to be so sensible
why do i cry that much for you
Nobody understand how i feel
Because i don't tell them anyway
but it's because if i tell them they think i'm crazy
that i'm talking shit because i'm "surrounded by love"
I have "everything"
and that there are people with more serious problems
so what?
I feel this and i can't avoid it
Even my best friend doesn't care when i start with this
Maybe everyone thinks i'm too dramatic
That might be true
But tell me what can i do?
Why do i always fall in love that hard and with people that don't love me the way i want them to love me
I can't force it
I can't
That's why i never say a word
Even if i'm dying because of it
I wish i could go to sleep one night and sleep forever, never wake up
But when you appear
I forget about that and i just want to be with you or talk to you
I know i don't know you too long and that I haven't love you for too many time
but it's going to be a year soon
And i must say that like i've said before in this blog
I hated you before but i think i was in love with you
I never hated you
I was just jealous
Because i couldn't be your friend
because i couldn't be with you
the way i wanted
but then i met you and it was like
whoaaaaaa
and then like two day later i realized that i was in love with you...
Okay i will finish now
It makes me bad
I wish you could invite me to go out sometime
or call me or send me some messages sometimes
because those details make my day.
ok that's all
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***I wish i could escape from this pain
spread my wings and fly
leave the pain behind
isolate my feelings
and memories
and then die***
posted by NicOLe =P at 20:10
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