Welcome To My Universe

A lot of things have changed since i wrote that...

or maybe not that much

hmm well here's the thing

the guy i used to "love"(i'm not sure if ever loved him anymore xP)

and the one i was hmm dating? is not with me anymore. I mean i ended that

I'll explain

The thing is that he has a friend, i won't say the name.

Well he was always so nice with me and he showed me that he was in love with me, even though i'll say obsessed...hahahah

We even kissed, but it last only one week, during that week i had the feeling that it wouldn't last more than that week and everytime i was with him i was thinking about that special guy (other guy)

So that friend he had, was always my "biggest fear"? something like that cause i could see she was interested in him... I mean you only had to look at the way she looked at me everytime i was with him....

Well the next week the one i had the feeling everything was going to end and that is this week by the way, i noticed that he wasn't sending so many text messages anymore and that he wasn't the same, until one break time at school i ask him to go out with me and he said that he couldn't because he was going to go out with a friend(male) and when i went out that break i saw that he was with that friend(that girl) I saw that he was acting with her the same way he was acting with me like two weeks before everything started between us. So i asked him through a text message what was happening so he told me that he was confused(yeah right)so i asked him if it was because of that girl and he said yes, there i realised that everythin should end up there...

So he said we should talk but we haven't yet, the truth is that i don't have anything to say and i don't want to talk to him anymore, even though i could continue being friend with him.

Anyway when he told me that i start crying... the i called my best friend cause i needed to talk to someone...Then i realised that i never loved him.... and that the whole time i was in love with that other guy, who actually is a little older that me which is better cause i don't like younger boys...they'd never take you seriously, trust me i know it and i even proove it...hahahah

So the only reason i "dated" him was to full up that space i had because of that guy that haven't done it yet, he in a deformed way reminded me of him...

The next day that happened i went out with my best friend and then that guy join us i mean join him on something he had to do... You wouldn't believe how happy i ended up that day,he cheered me up.

The next day i went to his house and well i think that's my story

ok i extended this too much already so that's more than enough for today...

-Nicole

today's picture...hmm...i just love it...so i give the work to you to interpret it as you want...

я гиебя люблю