Welcome To My Universe

Hey!
well merry x-mas and happy new year!
I know it's a lil late to say that but i hadn't post anything for a long time
I'm starting to write on paper, you know the traditional way...
Anyway
God i'm happy that 2007 ended and i just notice that some of the good things that happened to me were only part of my imagination...
And i'm sad write now.. I won't say the reason but as always it has to do with the word love
That stupid mother fucker hahahah sorry about that ...
But it's just that i'm so tired of falling in love of the wrong person you know?
It's the worst thing ever
And it's like i only have "chosen" the right person twice.
But you know what happened?
The first person i never saw him again cause he isn't fro my city
The second one change for another
Tell me now if i'm lucky... ¬¬
even worst is to love somebody for like a year mayb a lil more and to see that that man is...god...i won't even say that...
anyway i hope this year is better, even though it started really bad
I just hope that i can go to Europe this year and that i enter to the music conservatory(? i'm not sure i spell that write...) cause that's the thing that i most want(i meant the second thing).
I hope that this year i can concentrate better on my studies and that hopefully i find some new friends cause i need a change in my life and somebody who loves me that's something i think i need...
Anyway it's enough for now
-Nicole