Welcome To My Universe

Am I getting better? Am i finally forgetting you?? after a long week of suffering ??

A lot of questions only one answer. Have i return to my last love to the one i loved before you appear last week for those two days that became the worst nightmare in my life because of all the night and days crying because you weren't there. How can a heart fell in love with somebody that you know for only two days? Was it love at the first sight?? the truth is that i will always love you, you are beautiful and you got one of the most beautiful smiles i've ever seen, i felt special with you around, we got some things in common appart from that instrument we both play...

Let the answers flew

I will never forget you and if our destiny is to be together i know we will be together one day.

If it's written on our pages of life it will become a reality. But not now. not yet. this is only the beginning of something that might come.

Let's for now live the reality with the people we most love cause i can't handle the daily suffering anymore i hope i can find you anytime sooner.

For now i'm happy i hope it lasts

and i'm happy because of you yes you the other you my love from last year the one i fell in love with last year in october i guess or lets say november...

I never though i was going to be friend with you but now i am and that makes me happy

you are the only one that can always make me smile and laugh and i appreciate that i don't what would i do without you...

I love you and care for you a lot

Don't you ever wonder if i don't want to be with you

I'll always want to help you and support you if you got a problem or something

I'll always be your friend as long as you want to or even something else....

well enough

just thank you

-Nicole

i got a new fotolog.

By the way today's picture is one of my creations or photomanipulation on photoshop if you prefer.why a violin?? cause i love it and i play it! lol

That was the orchestra that visited our city(valdivia) and our school(german school carl anwander) they made an educacional concert in our school and played 3 songs with our orchestra i must say it was the best experience i've ever had.I learn a lot of things, one of the musicians also stay at my home, his name was Sebastian Ruiz and he plays the viola i don't know if i spell that right. hahah
Anyway it was awesome we had a little class on thursday with some of the musicians i with the rest of the first violins had classes with Armando Riquelme. It was a nice class we learned some stuff and then we played with the director of that orchestra. It was nice to. Like i was the concertino of our orchestra i had to play the "la" (sorry idk how to write that in english haha) for all the other instruments so we all have the same "la". I'm writing this all bad, but i have to practice so xDD
anyway i hope that i can see you all any time sooner i wish you all the best and continue that way cause you all play awesome ;)
Nicole

why do i have to feel this
sometimes its good and i feel happy
but sometimes it makes me feel sad
why?
cause you are not mine
why does love have to be so difficult
It's everything because of you
i wanna know you better
let me know how you feel
let me enter your soul
and you will see how much i have to give
specially for you
cause i will give my life for you
You are my everything but at the same time you are nothing
almost nothing in my life
but you are becomming more and more
I want more give me more
free me from this pain
save from myself
let's go to the stars and beyond
Just show me the way.
Please help me to reach happiness.
Please help me to reach your heart

whisper into my ear
and turn on my senses
don't shout don't scream
just show me
show me the way
to reach
the light of your heart

dance with me
under the rain
travel with me
cross the sea and beyond
show your feelings now
and let's sink in this music
of eternal love

would you die for me?
would you bleed for me?
let's create reality
and erase the dreams
of unreachable thoughts

would you wake me up?
don't let me sink
in dreams for ever
wake me from my nightmares
and share with me something
better than the dreams
beyond reality
where the love hides
behind those inocent eyes
behind myself

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Would you ever read this?
If you do please give me a sign
I'm waiting
but i won't be able to wait any longer
I have waited to much already
And a second without you it's like a milenium
take my hand
and never let me go
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