Welcome To My Universe

Do you still remember the last post? i don't know why but everytime i post something sooo awesome happy that had happened to me, it results that the day after a tragedy happens... ¬¬
You know i wrote the last post on tuesday and the thing is that on wednesday some burglars broke into my house and stole some stuff, that includes my lovely camera (which you can see on the bg of my blog, yes the camera i'm holding) and my lovely and purple mp3 T_T besides that my usb cable for the celphone, and the two video cameras from my dad, the newest one and the oldest one...
The fact is that the worst part wasn't that they stole us some stuff the worst part is the feeling you become after that, especially in me, cause i'm very coward so now i'm like traumatized you know, ok i'm exaggerating but it's true i'm now not able to be alone at my house anymore, i almost never left my violin alone at home, cause i'm afraid that someone steals it...cause that would be like someone comes and steal my soul you know, yeah that important is for me my violin...
Ok but moving right along i'm bored of telling that so it's enough.
What else? oh yeah i got a friend back and i think i'm falling for him...again
cause yeah it's the same guy i used to date last year... and it's aweful, you know why? because i don't think he feels the same way i do but uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh i'm so freakin confused right now... i don't know what to do...
Right now i'm coming back from a concert of the philarmonic orchestra and it was amazing! i don't have words to describe it!
More than amazing and excelent program
everything was just perfect and even more because "he" was beside me..
I think i'll have to just keep on dreaming like i always have
cause "nothing happens the same way twice"
ok i'll finish now... i just wanted to tell a little about these past days...

Nicole

PD: today's picture, the cross of the third milenium in coquimbo, chile. It's one of the latest photos i took with my now stolen camera T_T. Just memories...
And the final phrase: "...Reach the unreachable..."

Whoaaa a lot of time without writting a word !
OMG! xD
i was just reading the last entry and noticed that i had a lot of gramar mistakes xD
anyway i'm just to lazy to correct them ^^
A lot of things have happened since the last entry
I have had a lot of classes in the conservatory, for my perception i've improve a lot with the violin...
The best thing was that finally we ARE GOING TO EUROPE! YES! i still can't believe it
i think i'll believe it when i'm on the airport in santiago hahahaha
That's the second best thing of the year (you know the first one was entering in the conservatory XD)
Well about the trip, we are going to make a tour first, so we start on 23th june with destination to Paris, then we start the tour going through Paris, Belguim, Holand, Germany, "Austria" (i don't remember how to write that in english xP) and finally Italy. When we finish there we will go back to germany specifically to Frankfurt, there we will go to a little town and we'll stay at our familie's and do some lil tours more through germany and spend some time with the family until we finally and sadly go back to chile.
That i know would be a huuuuge and good experience and i'm looking forward to do it.
I just can't wait anymore
The problem is with the school orchestra cause obviously there'll be a concert at the end of the semester but it seems that they won't do it without me so they'll make it before i leave the country XD.
I really hope so cause i don't wanna miss a concert and even less because i'm the first violin so i MUST be there and just in case they make some solos cause i wanna play alone too :)
I just love that hahaha
I really hope that in europe i can go to at least one concert i think concerts should be awesome there i'm also interested in going to Mozarts home that would be interesting :P
By the way the concert season as begun and last friday i went to a concert, i was really looking forward on going to it cause it was going to be with a baroque repertory and you know that's my favourite period of music so i was really happy :) also my violin teacher (who's expert in that area) was going to direct and play with the orchestra so it was just another reason to go now i have to wait a lil more days until the concert of the filarmonic orchestra where some of my older teachers play :D so that's good too :)
I was thinking the other day that i would love to hear and see a baroque orchestra, you know what i mean? with all these baroque instruments like uuh i don't know how to write them in english "laud,organo,clave,viola da gamba, etc" you should know what i mean right? hahaha
anyway that should sound pretty cause it's not the same to hear it from a recording that hear it live :D I hope that i'm able one day.
Other thing i was thinkin is that i would really love to play the cello too
hahaha but i think i should just focus on the violin now cause otherwise it'd be too much.
Cause if i tried to study every instrument i'd like to play i would never finish hahahahaha
I just hope that in my destiny it's written for me to be a professional and excepcional violinist that can travel around the world and even better would be to be a componist too, but those are just my dreams... if not i wanna be a violin teacher cause i can't imagine myself doing something else besides something related with music, cause i think and think and the only possiblities could be medicine or psycology but for medicine is not easy so i don't know there are still 2 1/2 to think so lets just wait to see what the future has for me... ^^
Ok so that's all in summary.
Until next timee
Nicole. (:

PD: today's picture is a lady (don't remember her name) playing the "viola da gamba" though that it must be really easy to play it with that dress right? ahahaha yeah right