Welcome To My Universe

I don't think so, but is the best feeling in the world

I just want to say that i love you, yes you that special you who i won't say his name but that you know it <3

There's one thing we miss but it's coming ;)

I love you ! and thanks for being so special and for loving me back :)

I hope we can be together soon

you know with all the things we have to do this week, specially me

We have to go to that place we agreed today

I'm writing like for no one cause you won't see this but i just wanted to write it

ok enough

I better go to study
cause i got my first exam tomorrow :S
-Nicole

I mean isn't it enough with school and violin?

seems not cause you have to add my best friend a new friend...

I'll explain.

You know in two weeks are my final exams, so that's presure.

I got a concert tomorrow and another one next week, that means a lot of reharsals so that means more presure...

And like that wasn't much enough

you have to add the problems i have had with my best friend, it hasn't been too much

but we have fought this week for a lot of stupid things

Specially because of my new friend...

My new friend wich is a nice person who actually seems to be in love with me

So as you can see lots of presure...

I mean how do you live with a lot of study, concerts, discussions and a guy trying to kiss you?
too much for me.

And even worst...I'm confused about my feelings for that guy

I think i'm confused because he reminds me of the person that i have loved since last year

another friend wich i don't know what feelings he has for me but i think they're not as i want them to be...

Anyway too many problems to continue talking about it.

I just hope that all my confussions are clear soon.

love,

A new concert's coming!! that's so awesome and i'm so excited! I so wanna play!
It'll be on Wednesday! So i'm full of rehearsals and appart from that i have to study for school
also on Thursday i'm going to Osorno to play there too.
I'm really happy about it i love to travel and play in another cities.
Anyway i hope everything sound okay that day and that everyone's happy with the results.
Moving right along
I've been really like mad and sad lately
why?
you seriously don't know it?
it's a shame cause i'm not going to tell ya!
hahahahaha
not now
anyway
I hope i get better soon and that what i'm thinking isn't real
I just want to continue with the violin now i wish i could like leave everythinh and just focus on the violin
but i can't cause that won't help me to survive in the future
that's the fucking truth
and i hate it
okay so
enough now
-nicole