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Hello!
As you all should already know, the 28 years old actor Heath Ledger died a few days ago.
I won't write too much about it cause it's everywhere...But i must say that i still not believe it!
When i first read about it, i thought it was a joke and still do...I mean not that much cause i'm believing it more now but it's like he was so talented and young that is something that you can't understand...
Anyway moving right along, the month is ending !
I can't believe it cause there'll be only like 29 days left until i go back to school and i so do not want that! Even though in somehow i do want to go back to school, i mean there's a new building i wanna see, the funny things that happen on the everyday rutine, the jokes, the gossip and the study cause not doing a thing becomes boring at the end...
Also i got something very special on march an audition and that has kept me very anxious since like december !
All i want is to be accepted!
Ok but talking about something else, last saturday i went to the "Bierfest" with my parents and my best friend Andrea, i had a lot of fun, specially laughing about some guys...she knows what i'm talking about...hahahah
Anyway they give us all a glass of schop but empty...¬¬ lol
It doesn't matter anyway cause i don't like beer...
Before that in the afternoon i went to the supermarket and eat an ice cream with my friend Barbara, we did some stupid things but it was so much fun...hahaha
It was a great saturday :)
Sunday wasn't so great cause it was a very hot day so i just watch tv and that...
Today nothing special either cause i didn't sleep well last night and because andrea's mom was too lazy to bring her to my house... ¬¬
Anyway i didn't get bored since i was so tired i was in a certain way happy that she didn't come...
Hope that tonight i can sleep well so that tomorrow i'm not too lazy...
lol
ok i think's enough now

NicOLeee (:

Hey!
well merry x-mas and happy new year!
I know it's a lil late to say that but i hadn't post anything for a long time
I'm starting to write on paper, you know the traditional way...
Anyway
God i'm happy that 2007 ended and i just notice that some of the good things that happened to me were only part of my imagination...
And i'm sad write now.. I won't say the reason but as always it has to do with the word love
That stupid mother fucker hahahah sorry about that ...
But it's just that i'm so tired of falling in love of the wrong person you know?
It's the worst thing ever
And it's like i only have "chosen" the right person twice.
But you know what happened?
The first person i never saw him again cause he isn't fro my city
The second one change for another
Tell me now if i'm lucky... ¬¬
even worst is to love somebody for like a year mayb a lil more and to see that that man is...god...i won't even say that...
anyway i hope this year is better, even though it started really bad
I just hope that i can go to Europe this year and that i enter to the music conservatory(? i'm not sure i spell that write...) cause that's the thing that i most want(i meant the second thing).
I hope that this year i can concentrate better on my studies and that hopefully i find some new friends cause i need a change in my life and somebody who loves me that's something i think i need...
Anyway it's enough for now
-Nicole